The Pain

The pain of life,
the pain of love,
the pain of hate,
the pain of gain.
the pain of the loss.

The pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss.

The relentless overwhelming pain of more loss,
the relentless overwhelming pain of more loss,
the relentless overwhelming pain of more loss,
the relentless overwhelming pain of more loss,
the relentless overwhelming pain of more loss.

The pain of the grief,
the pain of the ignorance,
the pain of the avoidance,
the pain of never talking,
the pain of estrangement.

The pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss.

The pain of more grief,
the pain of more ignorance,
the pain of more avoidance,
the pain of others never talking,
the pain of estrangements.

The pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss.

The pain of being ignored,
the pain of it happening thousands of times,
the pain of it happening thousands of times,
the pain of it happening thousands of times,
the pain of it happening thousands of times.

The pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the loss.

Finding a cause to help stop the pain,
helps rebuild your soul,
helps rebuild your soul,
helps rebuild your soul,
helps rebuild your soul.

The hope of realizing you might end some pain,
helps regain your soul,
helps regain your soul,
helps regain your soul,
helps regain your soul.

The pain you realize they never did care,
the pain you realize you’ll never get closure,
the pain you realize they never did care,
the pain you realize you’ll never get closure,
the pain you realize they never did care.

The pain they act like you know they care,
the pain you know they really don’t care,
the pain you know they really don’t care,
the pain you know they really never cared,
the pain, the pain, the pain, the pain.

The lack of respect,
the lack of respect,
the lack of respect,
the lack of respect,
the relentless ignorant lack of respect.

The relentless ignorant lack of respect
the pain of the loss,
the pain of the reminder,
the pain of the reminder,
the pain of the reminder.

The pain of the reminder,
the pain of the loss,
the lack of respect,
the pain of the ignorance,
the relentless overwhelming pain of the loss.

The pain of ruminating,
the pain of ruminating,
the pain of ruminating,
the pain of ruminating,
the relentless never ending pain of ruminating.

The pain of best friends,
the pain of “best friends”,
the pain of realizing they’re “best friends”,
the pain of realizing they’re “friends”,
the pain of knowing they never were.

The pain of family,
the pain of “family”,
the pain of realizing they’re “family”
the pain of realizing they’re not family,
the pain of realizing you were never they’re family.

The pain of no family,
the pain of no family,
the pain of no family,
the pain of realizing you have no family.
the relentless pain of no family.

The pain of wanting those who caused you this pain,
to experience your never-ending relentless pain,
the pain of it happening thousands of times,
the pain of it happening thousands of times,
the pain of it happening thousands of times.

The pain of wanting those who caused you this pain,
is your soul,
is your soul,
is your soul,
is your soul.

The pain of wanting those who caused you this pain,
to experience your never-ending relentless pain,
is your soul,
is your soul,
is your soul.

The pain of wanting those who caused you this pain,
to experience your never-ending relentless pain,
it’s your soul,
it’s your soul,
it’s your soul.

The pain of wanting those who caused you this pain,
to experience your never-ending relentless pain,
choose your soul,
choose your soul,
choose your soul.

When you realize the pain of wanting those who caused you this pain,
to experience your never-ending relentless pain,
will do you no good,
will do you no good,
will do you no good.

When you realize the pain of wanting those who caused you this pain,
to experience your never-ending relentless pain,
is not worth your soul,
is not worth your soul,
is not worth your soul.

When enough light in your life lets you see a way out
from the blackhole of darkness of infinite pain,
from the blackhole of darkness of infinite pain,
from the blackhole of darkness of infinite pain,
you realize the light left just might be enough.

You realize the light left just might be enough,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain.

The way out is a cause that somehow chose you,
the way out is a cause that somehow chose you,
the way out is a cause that somehow chose you,
you realize the light left just might be enough,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain.

When you realize the work on the cause,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain,
and as hard work & luck earns success of the cause,
gives hope of realizing you might end some pain.

When you realize somehow you never did quit,
gives hope you realize you might end some pain,
when you realize somehow you never did quit,
gives hope you realize you might end some pain,
then you realize your Zoe always helped end some pain.

Then you realize your bond always helped end some pain,
the love of the bond,
the love of the bond,
the love of the bond,
the unconditional love of the bond.

The never ending relentless love of the bond,
the never ending relentless love of the bond,
the never ending relentless love of the bond,
the never ending relentless love of the bond,
the never ending unconditional love of the bond.

The Pain
Inspired by the life, loss and honest unconditional love of Zoe.
~ Tim Solanic & Zoe
October 23 2020